Sunday, September 8, 2013

RFK jr's Statement

RFK’s sex diary: His secret journal of affairs

Kennedy journal full of mistresses and Catholic guilt
Robert F. Kennedy Jr. grappled with what he called his biggest defect — “my lust demons” — while keeping a scorecard of more than two dozen conquests, according to his secret diary.
The thick, red journal was found in their home by his wife, Mary Richardson Kennedy, who, distraught over their impending divorce and Kennedy’s serial philandering, committed suicide last year.
A copy of the 398 pages, reviewed by The Post, details RFK Jr.’s daily activities, speeches, political activism and the lives of his six children in the year 2001. But they also record the names of women — with numbers from 1 to 10 next to each entry.
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RFK’s dirty diary
The codes corresponded to sexual acts, with 10 meaning intercourse, Mary told a confidant. There are 37 women named in the ledger, 16 of whom get 10s.
On Nov. 13, 2001, RFK Jr. records a triple play. The separate encounters — coded 10, 3 and 2 — occur the same day he attended a black-tie fund-raiser at the Waldorf-Astoria for Christopher Reeve’s charity, where he sat next to the paralyzed “Superman” star, magician David Blaine and comic Richard Belzer.
It was a hectic month for Kennedy, who traveled to ­Toronto, Louisiana and Washington, DC — and listed at least one woman’s name on 22 different dates, including 13 consecutive days.
Most women are identified only by first name in the ledger. They include a lawyer, an environmental activist, a doctor and at least one woman married to a famous actor.
A Post reporter who questioned Kennedy Friday about the diary was first met with six seconds of stunned silence.
“I don’t think there is any way you could have a diary or journal of mine from 2001, Kennedy then said. “I don’t have any comment on it. I have no diary from 2001.”
The diary is laced with Kennedy’s Catholic guilt over his infidelities, which follow the same pattern of affairs pursued by his uncles, John F. Kennedy and Ted Kennedy, as well as his own father.
On days without a woman’s name, Kennedy would often write “victory.” This meant he’d triumphantly resisted sexual temptation, according to a source close to Richardson.
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“Despite the terrible things happening in the world, my life is . . . great,” he wrote on Nov. 5, 2001. “So I’ve been looking for ways to screw it up. I’m like Adam and live in Eden, and I can have everything but the fruit. But the fruit is all I want.”
The 59-year-old son of the assassinated US senator was so tortured by his desire that spending a month in jail in Puerto Rico was a welcome respite.
“I’m so content here,” he writes during his July 2001 incarceration for taking part in protests of the US Navy’s bombing exercises in Vieques. “I have to say it. There’s no women. I’m happy! Everybody here seems happy. It’s not ­misogyny. It’s the opposite! I love them too much.”
Yet Kennedy adds, “I love my wife and I tell it to her every day, and I never tire of it and write her tender letters.”
Nine years later, Kennedy and his wife separated when he filed for divorce. And on May 16, 2012, Richardson, 52, committed suicide by hanging herself in an outbuilding on the couple’s Bedford ­estate.
Kennedy’s cheating had become a huge issue in the marriage.
Richardson told a friend that her husband noted the names of his romantic conquests on pages in the back of his journal under the preprinted heading “cash accounts.”
The journal begins with word that Richardson is pregnant with the couple’s fourth child.
The couple had known each other since Richardson was 14 and a boarding-school roommate of Kennedy’s younger sister, Kerry. They married in 1994, weeks after Kennedy divorced his first wife, Emily Black, with whom he had two children.
Richardson was pregnant with their first child, Conor, when they married. They moved into the 1920 clapboard house in Westchester County.
Modal TriggerKennedy, an environmental lawyer and board president of the nonprofit Waterkeeper Alliance, spent much of his time traveling to give speeches, according to his diary.
He had recently been weighing a possible Senate run for New York, before Hillary Rodham Clinton stepped into the race. Richardson stayed home with the children.
The beautiful brunette struggled with depression and alcoholism. Her husband described her at her funeral as “fighting demons.”
The couple was not yet divorced when she died and were bitterly arguing over issues involving custody and finances. Kennedy had temporary custody of the four children and was dating actress Cheryl Hines.
A sealed document in which Kennedy portrayed his wife as an abusive alcoholic who beat him up and threatened suicide in front of the children was leaked to the press.
Kennedy said in the affidavit that by 2001 he had “lost hope” in his marriage and was “committing numerous infidelities to keep my sanity,” according to a published report.
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Mary Richardson Kennedy committed suicide in 2012.
But his journal paints a different picture. He barely mentions his wife’s emotional problems, making just a passing reference to her struggles with depression.
When he is jailed in Puerto Rico, he writes on July 8 that “I finally spoke to my wonderful wife and that was a joy. She is very strong and cheerful.”
The couple’s son, Aiden, was born just days later. He writes: “I’m so proud of my Mary. She has become the woman I fell in love with — through hard work. She has overcome her fears, enshrined her faith, abandoned self-pity and blame and immersed herself in gratitude and God gave her a baby . . . a beautiful and serene and happy soul. I am so happy. I couldn’t be happier or more grateful for the life and the wife God has given me.”
He also found time to muse on his own weakness.
“After daddy died I struggled to be a grown-up . . . I felt he was watching me from heaven. Every time I was afflicted with sexual thoughts, I felt a failure. I hated myself. I began to lie — to make up a character who was the hero and leader that I wished I was,” he writes on July 25.
Kennedy writes near the end of his jail sentence that he has a “three-point plan” for “fixing my greatest defect . . . my lust demons.” He doesn’t write down the plan, leaving the subsequent days of the diary blank.
An entry five days later reads “Drove to Cape with Mary and all the kids.” By mid-August, he again records women’s names in the back of his journal.
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Robert Kennedy Jr.’s diary sheds light on his infidelities.
Kennedy holds back on any detailed description of his conquests and bizarrely portrays himself as a kind of victim. He uses the word “mugged” as shorthand for being seduced.
“I narrowly escaped being mugged by a double team of [two women]. It was tempting but I prayed and God gave me the strength to say no,” he writes on Feb. 6. A few days later, on Valentine’s Day, he gives his pregnant wife orchids, he notes.
On May 21, he writes about hosting dinner for Leonardo DiCaprio, driving the actor to the city and then meeting someone else in Manhattan. He notes he “got mugged on my way home,” recording a 10 with the name of a woman next to it.
“I’ve got to do better,” he adds.
In another entry, he tells himself to “avoid the company of women. You have not the strength to resist their charms” and to “be humble like a monk. Keep your hands to yourself. Avert your eyes.”
In summer 2001, Kennedy writes that “I have been given everything that I coveted — a beautiful wife and kids and loving family, wealth, education, good health and a job I love yet always on the lookout for something I can’t have. I want it all,” he writes. “No matter how much I have — I want more.”


K said...

Wow- promiscuity seems to be a gene that runs in their family. Wonder if any of their children escape it... Very sad.

Anonymous said...

It sounds to me like RFK,Jr is the one with the demons, not Mary. It was his demons that drove the poor woman to suicide. God rest her soul.

John Mc Gowan said...

It is interesting to note in these excerpts,that he doesn't introduce her with a the proper social introduction.

(My Wife Mary)

He calls her "My Wife".

It's not until she,as he puts it"overcome's her fears, enshrined her faith, abandoned self-pity and blame and immersed herself in gratitude and God gave her a baby . . . a beautiful and serene and happy soul. I am so happy. I couldn’t be happier or more grateful for the life and the wife God has given me.”

After this he then introduces a "Mary".

An entry five days later reads “Drove to Cape with Mary and all the kids.”.

Even when he calls her "Mary" he is distancing himself from her by NOT saying (My Wife Mary).Going by these excerpts "Mary" could be anyone.

Also when he says:"Drove to Cape with Mary and all the kids.”

He drops the pronoun "I",why isn't he committed to this part of his statement,didn't he want to go.

This is all about him,what he wanted and what he could get no matter who's toes he stepped on or who's life he destroyed..Narcissism at its worsed.

Anonymous said...

I think he is lying about the numbers. I can believe a few women would have one off trysts with him, or maybe he had a few regular girlfriends, but seriously, he is old and gross.

John Mc Gowan said...

Kennedy writes near the end of his jail sentence that he has a “THREE-point plan” for “fixing my greatest defect . . . my lust demons.” He doesn’t write down the plan, leaving the subsequent days of the diary blank.

That pesky number "Three" rears its head once again..Lol

Deejay said...

I'm not sure the improper social introduction matters in a diary. He was writing it for himself.

John Mc Gowan said...

Hi Deejay,

That's a very good point..

Anonymous said...

I am not convinced that his wife committed suicide. They are a reckless and dangerous bunch.

John Mc Gowan said...
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John Mc Gowan said...

Re social introduction.I get what Deejay means about it being a diary.

Is it because there is a change in reality,where she goes from being unwell, this is when he calls her "My Wife" to calling her "Mary" when she is feeling better?.

I just find it odd he would chop and change her (Title)?.

Any thoughts.?

Anonymous said...

I have never posted on this blog before, but I am a frequent reader. I hope it's okay to bring this case up that I have recently heard of, as I would love to read some SA of this moms blog and the case in general.

In summary, this is a muder/suicide attempt of a mom and her autistic daughter.

Here is a link to the story...

and a link to the mothers blog for SA...

There is a chilling post almost one year ago to the day titled "headbangers ball" (iirc) that seems to foreshadow this tradgedy.

I was quick to judge the mother when I first heard about the case, but after reading some of the blog and watching some of the videos of the daughter, I can't help but feel just sadness and deep empathy for this whole family.

Would love to read Peter's (and others) take on this case.

Trigger said...

This man is a sex addict.

Anonymous said...

Sorry, it was "going to the deadbangers ball" and here is the post...

It was too long to post, so there is the link...

Trigger said...

I remember when RFK Jr. got his first marriage annulled in the Catholic Church, it was a big scandal because it would have made his two children with Emily illegitimate in the tradition of the Church.

RFK jr. married Mary Richardson soon after the "annulment/divorce" because she was pregnant at the time.

Infidelity is "normal" among the Kennedy men, so is their drinking and drugging.

Anonymous said...

There are some snarky comments on the internet about Hannah Anderson, and a lot of victim shaming. She's only 16. Could you please do an analysis of her statements. No one is speaking up for her.

Tania Cadogan said...

Anonymous said...

There are some snarky comments on the internet about Hannah Anderson, and a lot of victim shaming. She's only 16. Could you please do an analysis of her statements. No one is speaking up for her.

I don't know about victim shaming since most of the comments i have seen all question her version of events and her involvement.
the majority of people are picking up on the relationship she had with dimaggio, the letters and phone calls especially on the day of the murders, the long trips and overnighters with a man her firend claims hannah said creeped her out, her behavior during the search and afterwards.
Most are not familiar with statement analysis and are still picking up something being wrong.

On this blog her comments and subsequent behavior have been analysed or questioned and the conclusion i and many others have come to is deception is found.

At this time i do not have enough statements to say one way or the other that she is involved in the murder of her mom and brother, though further statements will help me and others reach a conclusion.

When deception is found, the subject has a need to be deceptive, it can be involvement, guilty knowledge or decpetion about something else possibly related to the case or not.

Our job is to see what is sensitive to the subject and probe deeper.

As it currently stands, i cannot exclude her from involvement at this time.
He language both vocal and body indicate sensitivity in regard to her relationship with dimaggio, he words and actions indicate sensitivity in relation to her family, there were problems, this is clear.

The manner of death of her mother and brother and pet dog indicate a persoanl motive such as anger, especially the torture. Torture takes time, it is persoanl, upclose and messy, why would he torture them when kill and run is better and safer. What was she doing and where was she during this time since we know she was there.
the covering of a body is usually a sign of undoing the crime and also that the victim is known to the killer.

Why would a man torture an 8 ur o;d? torture is used for information or to gain co-operation of another, since they were wealthy and had no information the torture was done for another reason. Anger, revenge perhaps?
Why would a man torure someone who said no to them or banned them from something? They wouldn't they would do it anyway or kill them. the torture speaks to me of a family member getting their own back, making them pay, something teens do.

hannahs. phone was found at the house, her and dimaggios phones were turned off at the same time ( no teen turns their phone off) why the change in story from picking her up ( the texts were so he could find her despite him picking her up often) to going to the ghouse to go kart.

Those who tell the truth can tell their sttories forwards backwards and from any point in time, with little to no change, deceptive people cannot do the same and discrepencies appear.

John Mc Gowan said...


If you are following this case you must read this..

Online messages show contradictions in story of missing teen.


The Parsons said they haven't spoken with Erica since February (2012).

But online conversations obtained by WBTV show Casey Parsons giving Erica's biological mother updates on the teen's life as recently as (MARCH 2013). The conversations were obtained by WBTV reporter David Whisenant and confirmed as accurate by Erica's biological mother, Carolyn.

BostonLady said...

It doesn't seem that any of the Kennedy's have been happy in their lives. They are filled with drinking, drugs, infidelity, rapes, suspicious deaths and tragedy.

sidebar said...

Finally, something surfaces from this family that exposes their culture for what it has always been. They were powerful, privileged, wealthy and very very visible. Women were sport. Catholic faith in fact and hedonists in action. Entitled and greedy for more and more.

Anonymous said...

Just writing such a novel dirty diary proves JFK, Jr. to be an idiot. Just a stupid idiot. WHO in their right mind would ever write such trash about themselves? Only a fool.

To whomever it was above who said they do not believe he ever had this many affairs, you must be kidding. Him being unattractive doesn't count. He could have had, and still could, many women. Men like him know how to turn on the charm; it's their lifes' mission.

As to his 'catholic guilt', spare me. All they have to do is go bow the knee to the priest and say 'father forgive me, I have sinned', and go right on sinning; this is no god they are speaking too and can't forgive squat, yet they fall for it and continue.

Boston Lady, if I counted correctly, five of them have been in plane crashes: First two of the older Kennedy siblings, killed in plane crashes. IIRC, both JFK and Ted had life long back injuries from being in plane crashes, and of course, we all know that JFK, Jr & what's-er-name died in a plane crash.

Many of them have died young in other tragic accidents or diseases or suicides. No, not a happy family. My fav was young John. I knew someone who worked in his building, who knew him from around the building and on the streets. He was a true gentleman and loved by all. He was a fine man. That one I really felt bad about and will always have doubts about the crash being a set up just waiting to happen.

Anonymous said...

Ooops... first paragraph above, I meant to say "RFK, Jr."

at1r said...

I can totally relate to this story. The reason I even got interested in SA is because I got divorced from my sex addict husband after nearly 30 years of marriage. I was subjected to his lies on a daily basis; so many lies that I began to doubt my own sanity. I didn't understand sex addiction in the beginning, but it certainly does (and did for me) cause the spouse or partner incredible heartache. I feel I escaped with my life - I too was losing a grip on the value of my own life. I was on a variety of medication and therapy for years while I tried to salvage my marriage. We had two sons together and had been high school sweethearts. While there can be hope for sex addicts, my relationship with mine was far too damaged. He too is a very successful, driven man, and that is quite common among this population. I am fortunate to have found supportive resources for spouses/partners of sex addicts. There is much healing that is required for us in order to move on in our lives, which, thankfully, I have done and will continue to do. I am sad to know that RFK Jr's wife didn't live to rediscover the joy in life that is possible once the healing has begun. I look at her life and see how close I came to a similar end. I'm sure the notariety involved in the family name added to the shame associated with this terrible problem and kept her isolated. If there are others reading this who feel they might be in a similar situation (it's very common) please know that help is available through various 12-step groups with anonymity being a hallmark of the programs.

Anonymous said...


Anonymous said...

Oh SHUT UP!!!!

its always pointy said...

IM a sex addict and id NEVER "LOG"ANYTHING.This Kennedy is a Homosexual!!! Hes covering His cracks!!!

its always pointy said...

"Tracks"not cracks.

its always pointy said...

You should buy a Tight t shirt...wet it...MMMMMM paradę in the park....glistening MMMMM show ur nipples mmmmm

but yours is really dull said...

its always pointy doesn't seem to have one.....

Foolsfeedonfolly said...

It's a shame that Mary Richardson Kennedy couldn't see that she was getting exactly what she paid for...a cheating, lying adulterer. The fact that he was willing to sleep with her when he married to someone else should have been her first clue.

IMO, Mary mistakenly believed that RFK, Jr. "loved/needed" her because he always came back to her with apologies, promises, flowers, and "tender letters". More than likely, she was acutely aware of embarrassment, feelings of personal failure as a wife/woman,and fearing abandonment and public humiliation. More than likely, she rationalized that her willingness to put up with his affairs, to back him publicly, and their children were enough to "keep" him. She may have been drowning her sorrows in alcohol and may have occasionally "beat". He's no victim, by a long shot.

RFK, Jr.'s affadavit being leaked was likely what destroyed Mary (Can't you just hear her saying, "After all I've done for you..."). That one act destroyed what was left of Mary- her public image and social standing, her last source of self-esteem. Accidental? I don't think so. Ruthless attempt to win at all costs? Wouldn't be the first time a Kennedy played hardball would it?

As far as the Kennedys go, there's some question among historians about Daddy Joe's business ethics (i.e. ruthless). The family is steeped in sin, particularly adultery. It should be no surprise to anyone that the curses listed in Deuteronomy 28 are following their children to the 3rd and 4th generations. Ever wonder why some families are "prone" to specific sins or poverty? You reap what you sow and the Kennedy family is living proof, unfortunately.

foolsFARTonFolly said...

Oh SHUT UP!!! Laughing at the kennedys are u??? Karma u sick twat!

its always pointy said...

I do have one!!! After Ive held it,i Sniff my fingers,MMMMM

John Mc Gowan said...


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C5H11ONO said...

“I don’t think there is any way you could have a diary or journal of mine from 2001,” Kennedy then said. “I don’t have any comment on it. I have no diary from 2001.”

--He doesn't "think" there is any way you could have a diary or journal of mine from 2001, meaning he is not sure, therefore confirming that there is a diary out there belonging to him.

--"I have no diary from 2001.”
Is this where you enter into the persons subjective dictionary. He just confirmed in his previous statement that he has a diary, and he isn't certain how anyone could be in possession of it. Now he denies having a diary from 2001. The question should be rephrased to, "Have you written in a diary or journal listing your sexual exploits?" -- Lets take away his denial, a diary from 2001. How about any diary? Maybe that diary was from December 2001 to January 2002? Now he can deny that it is not a diary from 2001.

we bring freshness we are anti chimp said...

How many times do u have to say"Diary"&"2001"????
You stupid bitch,observer

michelle obama STINKS said...

21 times u mentioned diary/2001 u wierd TURD.

Anonymous said...

FoolSFeedOnFolly; Old Joe Kennedy was a w'horemonger of great notoriety who had his own stable of women while living with Rose. One, Actress Gloria Swanson, was paraded around by him in public as eye candy, even once taking her on a months' long cruise with Rose and the children, getting her a separate stateroom where they cohabitated together, while partying openly on the ship. Old Joe never even bothered to hide his adulterous affairs. I've seen photos of his philandering with Gloria Swanson, and if IIRC, several others.

Of historical fact (supposedly), he knew all about John F cheating on Jackie, went to Jackie and gave her $8M not to leave Jack while he was still in office. Jackie agreed and continued to play her part. You know, both RFK and JFK were reputed to have bedded MM, so you know they both had to be aware of the sexual relationship they each had with MM.

Who can say if Jackie ever would have left JFK as this is the way the Kennedy boys were raised and this is the way they lived. Joan finally left Ted after he made a roaring drunk out of her and destroyed her life, which to this day she has to have a guardian and conservatorship watching over her (unless she died recently), as the last time she was seen publically she was found passed out drunk lying on a dark and desolate street. I think Ted & the sons stepped in and had her committed.

RFK, Jr. was also driving Mary Richardson nuts in the end, which apparently he accomplished since the poor woman did wind up killing herself, which he drove her too. He destroyed her.

God rest her soul. She had a fine education and a good career earlier on, and could have made it without him; the b'stard. So sad, her strength was gone and she couldn't hold on and see it through to the end like "Dwiggs" above found the strength to do after 30-yrs of tolerating a lying, cheating husband. Thank you Dwiggs, for sharing your story. Hats off for your success. All are not so fortunate.

Tania Cadogan said...

off topic

George Zimmerman was today taken into police custody in Florida after allegedly threatening his estranged wife and her father with a gun - just days after she filed for divorce.

Shellie Zimmerman called police to the home belonging to her parents, David and Machelle Dean, in Lake Mary at 2pm on Monday. Police said a gun was found at the scene, CNN reported.

Last week, she filed for divorce from her husband of nearly seven years, claiming that their marriage was 'irretrievably broken' following his murder trial in the death of Trayvon Martin.

Police spokesman Zach Hudson told ClickOrlando that police are 'trying to determine what exactly happened' and that Zimmerman was in 'investigative detention' - but he has not been arrested.
Last week, Shellie Zimmerman gave a television interview explaining why she had filed for divorce. The couple separated August 13 - a month after he was found not guilty of murder.

'I have a selfish husband,' she told Good Morning America. 'I think George is all about George.'

She said that he developed a temper and 'beat her down' - while she remained by his side during the lengthy trial that sent them both into hiding when George became a symbol of racial tension.

'I stood by my husband through everything and I feel like he left me with a bunch of pieces of broken glass that I'm supposed to now assemble and make a life,' she said.

'I have supported him for so long and neglected myself for too long and I feel like I'm finally starting to feel empowered again.'

She added: 'In my opinion, he feels more invincible' since the court case. 'I think he's just making some reckless decisions.'

George Zimmerman, 29, made headlines last week after he was caught speeding - the second time since he was acquitted of second-degree murder in July.

She is now wanting custody of their dogs - a Rottweiller named Oso and a mixed breed named Leroy - and a share of the money he gets from a lawsuit against NBC.

It was also revealed this week that she is reaping more than $4,000-a-month from his defense fund despite splitting from him weeks after he was cleared.

TMZ revealed on Thursday that she is collecting the $4,300 stipend to cover her 'living expenses'.

Zimmerman had raised some $300,000 to be used for his 'ongoing living expenses, legal costs, and fees for this matter', according to the solicitation on PayPal.

More confusing still, his legal defense website says: 'Currently George and Shellie are renting a secure residence at a reasonable rate. Their day-to-day living expenses are relatively modest as they want to preserve as many funds as possible for an aggressive defense.'

Shellie, who told the court that she was two months shy of earning her registered nurse's license before dropping out of school, has no income and six-figure debts.

According to the Orlando Sentinel, she has $103,756 in debt due to school and car loans as well as credit card bills. Her $12,729 in assets is attributed largely to her Honda Accord.

Shellie, 26, also spoke to Good Morning America and told how the death threats that he husband received following Trayvon's slaying forced them to live 'pretty much Gypsies for the past year'.

'We lived in a 20-foot trailer in the woods, scared every night that someone would find us and it would be horrific,' she said in the interview which aired on August 28.

Tania Cadogan said...

She appeared at every court hearing for him before he was acquitted of second degree murder.

Even now, she stands by his actions that night, when the neighborhood watch volunteer confronted a teenager he thought looked suspicious who was walking through his neighborhood.

When asked if she thought George had targeted Trayvon and murdered him in cold blood, she he's 'not capable' that kind of behavior.

With the exception of his latest speeding ticket, George Zimmerman's legal worries are currently over.

The same is not true for Shellie, however, as she appeared in court in late August to enter a guilty plea to lying under oath.

She admitted that she lied when asked about she and George's financial situation when he was trying to meet bail after being arrested for the shooting death of Trayvon Martin.

'By lying under oath, I let my God down, I let your Honor and the court down, I let my family and friends down, and, most of all, I let myself down,' she wrote in an apology letter.

She received 100 hours of community service and a year of probation, which she plans to fulfill with community service at a Christian ministry.

Read more:

Any bets on how long before he kills someone again??

Anonymous said...

No bets here Hobnob! I said from the beginning that George had gotten away with murdering Trayvon Martin in cold blood and that he was/is a deceitful liar and will kill again. It's not a question of if, its' a question of when.

George's own lawyer knew he was a liar and despised him. I saw the look in his eyes more than once.

Good on Shellie, she's movin' on. But I also think Shellie has yet to learn just how irresponsible and how big a conniving liar George really is. But she'll find out, the hard way.

Anonymous said...

I'm glad the truth about Zimmermann the Psychopath is coming to light.

Amaleen6 said...

Peaches is back in custody for violating bail conditions. This is one of the few times he's been told NO:

Nic said...

I have no diary from 2001.”

Technically truthful. His wife had it in her possession and since her death, it's in possession of somebody else.

Nic said...

John, re "my wife" versus "my wife, Mary" in the diary.

I don't know if diaries/journals would fall into that kind of analysis. For instance, lots of people use initials for people's names when writing in their diary. My grandmother being one of them. It meant something to her, but reading her diaries now (all beginning with pic/characters of the day's weather and temp in the top left-hand line followed by the date) they don't mean much to me or many others. IMO, diaries are meant to document personal affairs/goings on for the writer to reference/reminisce about later.

Having said that, there was a change in reality about how he viewed Mary before and after the birth of the baby. I interpreted his entry “I’m so proud of my Mary. She has become the woman I fell in love with — through hard work. She has overcome her fears, enshrined her faith, abandoned self-pity and blame and immersed herself in gratitude and God gave her a baby . . . a beautiful and serene and happy soul.

...self pity and blame. What was she feeling down about herself for and what was she being blameful about? Suspected infIdelity? And then she learned to do what most "royals" do and turn a blind eye and put on a stiff upper lip? Thus God "rewarded" her submission with another baby?

IDK I found that passage revealing.

Nic said...

"immersed herself in gratitude"

IMO this says a lot about his mindset/opinion of what he believed his priviledged life afforded him and which he would not be denied and for his wife to be "grateful" and she would be rewarded with what she "desired".

"mugged" to describe him "looking for ways to screw things up" really does underscore is narcissism/inability to accept responsibility for his own actions... and why he could maybe say things, like, 'be grateful, stop blaming me for your unhappiness" or "stop feeling sorry for yourself, you have everything, be grateful"

brosnanfan said...

In one way, I think he is a lecherous old coot, struggling with the same demons that have plagued that particular family for forever now. I think he deserves a good strong kick in the butt.

On the other sounds like he does understand that what he is doing is wrong, and he does sound like he is trying, in his own way, to stop. He is failing at it, but at least he does try. It seems that he is trying to journal out his thoughts with this diary; trying to work through his demons by writing them down.

That doesn't excuse the fact that he undoubtedly made his wife's life hell with his promiscuity. I think he loved his wife; I think he loved himself more. I don't think he loved what he did, though.

Anonymous said...

Well I'll be damned. Shellie Zimmerman declined to press charges against George, who clearly threated her and her father with a gun. This, she will live to regret.

Anonymous said...

Oh bullshyt. RFK loved his life! He wasn't trying to change, nor did he love his wife. "Guilt" my a$$. Anyone who loves their wife DOES NOT LIE AND CHEAT ON THEM. I can see a one-time slip up, that you forever keep your moth shut about; but a serial cheater whose actions torments his wife? THIS, MY FRIENDS, IS NOT LOVE. This is more like hate!

michelle obama STINKS said...

President Obama sucks elderly White mens cocks.

Skip said...

Bless his wounded heart. If you can believe every word he wrote, he has struggled so hard with an addiction he doesn't know how to cure. I'm sorry for him, I'm sorry for his wife's pain. It sounds like she tried hard to keep things afloat and it drove her mad.
I hope the kids can beat this curse.

Anonymous said...

H.I.S. wounded heart???!!! What about the hearts of the WIVES he wounded? And quite likely MORE women he hurt along the way. You know, women don't just attack a married man, drop their drawers and jump into the sack with a man, (any man) without some sweet romantic wooing on HIS part.

AAAND the children. Anyone who doesn't realize the suffering a cheating, lying father brings upon the children is living in la la land.

HE doesn't know how to cure his addiction? There are sex counselors all over the place. HIS addiction? He LOVED his addiction. At your age, don't you know by now that people do what they want to do and DON'T do what they don't want to do?

JerseyJane said...

Mary Hotpants knowingly jumped in the sack with Mr. Hotpants while he was married to his first wife and became pregnant. Mary was a college roommate and best friends with his sister and knew ALL about him and his misgivings from being around the family...
My advice: read up on Mary Richardson Kennedy and witnesses' accounts of her bizarre and violent actions around her children..

BostonLady said...

Justin DiPietro in jail.. see below

Father of missing Maine toddler back in jail for violating bail conditions

Anonymous said...

Anonymous September 8, 2013 at 10:04 AM said...

"I think he is lying about the numbers. I can believe a few women would have one off trysts with him, or maybe he had a few regular girlfriends,

...but seriously, he is old and gross."

Haha! Out of the mouths of babes and so true!

Anonymous said...

JerseyJane, thank you for your post at 8:18 p.m. I did google Mary Richardson Kennedy and read several of the articles posted there. Good heavens, what a horrible marriage these two had together. Like deadly poison to each other.

They were both addictive personalities and substance abusers, he a former heroin and on-going sex addict and she an alcoholic with mental disorders; in fact, they both had mental disorders they used against each other. What an evil and emotionally unstable environment for their children, as well as the children of his former marriage.

Not to paint Mary as miss innocent; in the final analysis, I do believe that Bobby, Jr. inflicted great emotional pain on Mary the last years of the marriage and DID drive her to suicide, knowing she was an alcoholic and in an unstable mental condition.

I did note however, that throughout all these claims of Mary being physically abusive to him, drunk and disorderly, and threatening suicide repeatedly; never once was 911 called or any other legal claims made against Mary in all of these instances where he claims she did all these things in the divorce affidavit.

If all these claims were true, why did he never call 911 due to her physical abuse, take out a restraining order against her, have her removed from the residence, or have her Baker Acted even once?

Regarding this lengthy affidavit he filed against her in his claim for full custody of the children; these are the very same tactics married men used years ago to have their wives committed to an insane asslyum for the rest of her life and without further ado; with no proof, and rid of them for the rest of their lives and there they died alone. It was an automatic rubber stamp for divorce by the husband, freeing him up to remarry immediately, which they frequently did, already having another woman waiting in the wings.

This is why the Baker Act was instigated; to prevent these men from claiming their wife was crazy without cause or proof. For all of his claims against Mary, he did not have one shred of legal proof that any of these incidences ever happened. And HE was/is a lawyer? I would say a stupid one.

But we do know what happened to Mary; she killed herself, destroyed and driven to that end by Bobby; who knew perfectly well that she was capable of committing suicide; for which he did absolutely nothing to stop her.

Anonymous said...

Anon @ 10:04 yesterday morning and @ 7:19 this morning; if I were as ridiculously naïve as you two are, I would just keep my mouth shut and my fingers off the keyboard. Duh...

It wouldn't surprise me if you both have cheating husbands as we speak and don't even have sense enough to suspect it. You two remind me of silly women who sit around claiming "oh my husband would never do that" while he's having the time of his life in other beds the whole time.

JerseyJane said...

Anon 7:44- so true.... ( to ur response)

Very very toxic mix them two..:-(
You pieced together or painted that relationship brilliantly...
I also think all those children(4) did not fill the void she experienced without her career.. I think she had some self-centered issues as well... I didn't like the part about her hiding RFK's daughter( from first marriage) stuff and blaming and making the girl look like a problem child... Sounds like big jealousy issue that crossed over the line into the love the father has for his daughter..
The love that u have for ur children is not the same and should never be in the same category as the love u have for ur husband... People make that BIG mistake not knowing that it should be different.. A woman or man's jealousy should never ever enter on the same level as the love one has for a child.
A self-centered person with depression or whatever ill does not see their children as a reason to live... That to me is the biggest sin..... How can u not choose life( to live), for ur children? Many many die in their own self-pity.. I see it everyday in their suicide notes... Many mentally-ill people are very much aware of their actions they just can't explain why they do them or can't stop themselves.. It's scary and very sad for the people that love them as well...My prayers that the children live with the good examples their mom left them and the guidance from others to help them sort the good from the bad...

Anonymous said...

I agree Jersey Jane, Mary treated Bobby's older daughter by his first marriage like dirt; when in fact, it was Marys' participation in adultery with the girls' daddy that broke up his marriage to her mother, not that he wasn't already involved with other women which he was, but it was Mary who took her daddy away.

What a nightmare for this young girl to experience; then Mary accusing her of stealing stuff, blaming her and making her suffer for things she did not do, then Mary carrying these tales to her daddy; for what? Sick punishment? I'm not reading anywhere that Bobby ever supported his daughter in these false accusations until after he found the missing items under some of Marys' clothing in a drawer later on. How much later? Years?

That's the trouble with these children from mixed families, usually the bio parent does not support the child against the step-parents' accusations and then the poor child is living in a 24/7/365 emotional nightmare from which there is no escape, understanding or solace.

There's no telling what constant emotional upheavals all these children suffered throughout that shambles of a marriage; considering all the boozing and Bobby's earlier heroin addiction (plus booze, cheating & lying) on top of Mary's alcoholism, my projection is that it was not ever a good home loving environment, or a stable one, for any of them at any time.

Six young lives destroyed by their daddies' choices of women and their combined emotional binges and substances abuses. I don't think they ever knew life without drunkenness, constant bickering, throwing and breaking up things, cursing, fighting and arguing.

Neither Mary or Bobby really cared about the kids, otherwise either one of them could have made a calm, peaceful and serene life for them under a different roof and with plenty of legal protection and enough income to do it. There was no need at all for either of them to live the way they did or to expose their children to such a hellish hell hole of a home life, only to end in Marys' suicide, with Bobby continuing to sling mud at her even after death.

All of these children are going to need ongoing counseling for years to come. I would be surprised if any of them have grown up with any emotional stability in their lives or if they are ever able to form lasting, stable relationships.

IMO, I believe we will be hearing a lot more about the substance abuses of these children and their own messy lives of legal troubles in years to come. I don't think any of them have been taught, or lived, any semblance of normal lives during their entire upbringing, so how could they ever live any better lives themselves?

So sad, tragic really; what parents like these do to their own children all due to their own selfishness, never thinking or caring how they are destroying their childrens' lives.

Trigger said...

"...And God gave HER a baby..."

This sounds odd, like RFK jr. is distancing himself from this baby and mother.

When I read the words "Catholic guilt" concerning RFK jr. my first thought was, the Kennedy's have a family tradition of stockpiling their own guilt by their misdeeds, so why the need to add Catholic guilt to their heap?

What RFK needs is an old fashioned Catholic "indulgence" to rid himself of any guilt that might interfere with his "wants."

Anonymous said...

I don't think they have any catholic "guilt" at all. Or any other kind of guilt.

All they have to do is go to confession, bow the knee to the priest, pope, or whatever, drop a few dollars in the bucket and ask forgiveness from a man who cannot forgive shyt; walk out the door and go right back to their fornicating and adulterous lifestyles as hard and fast as they can.

Why bother. Where's the guilt in that?

Anonymous said...

Bobby Kennedy is a dirty dog and worse. Having googled the relationship between RFK, Jr and Cheryl Hines, it is clear that their relationship was on-going long before Marys' suicide. Even to the extent of tweeting and flaunting it in Marys' face in numerous public social gatherings, with Cheryl wooing Mary's children and her close personal friends and sister-in-law; with Bobby setting Mary up to lose her kids and everything else. No wonder she was depressed and driven to suicide.

It amazes me how women who date and get involved with married men believe they are more special than his wife and he has chosen her over everyone else, including his wife and kids. Never considering that the man is a dirtbag, this makes them feel special and oh so much better than the wifey left sitting at home alone? Apparently so.

Stupid women. What's so special about being involved with a man with SIX kids and two wives (former or otherwise), that you're never going to have anything with but problems? That's six BIG problems and their mothers who are never going away.

Since Marys' suicide, Cheryl claims she feels guilty, yet she has continued to see Bobby? She's "special" huh? It won't be long before he'll replace her with someone half her age, while she sits crying alone like Bobby's former wife and Mary did. Bully for her, she deserves it.

Anonymous said...

IMO, Mary was better looking than Cheryl. Cheryl Hines is not even pretty and looks older than her 48 years with sags and wrinkles, not to mention that she has an ugly mouth. Her crowns are too fat and stick out too far, making her look all mouth.

She plays the part well as Larry Davids' wife in Curb Your Enthusiasm and is made up attractively but has aged a lot since then. IMO, not what I would think of as a sexy looking woman at all now that she is aging badly.

To top it all off, Bobby packed up and forced his 16 year old daughter Kayra off to LA to live with Cheryl, because she was 'acting up' and grieving too much for her deceased mother who hung herself due to Cheryls' affair with her daddy, when what the girl needs is serious counseling. What as insensitive POS b'stard!

Anonymous said...

Finally, something surfaces from this family that exposes

It was deliberately released for publicity, RFK is proud of being a manwhore and wants to share his exploits. Someone here cares enough to do a lot of SA on him.... very little SA is done on Justin

Anonymous said...

It is pretty clear in the diary that he was on the one hand sending love letters to Mary and cheating on her at every turn. THIS WOULD MAKE ANYONE CRAZY, HE TOTALLY SHOOK HER WORLD. tHEN HE DISTANCED himself by referring to the baby as "her" baby not his. They had the Madonna and the whore going on. Good girl at home raising the kids alone while daddy gets to be famous and screw around. I don't know of any person that could have stood up the Kennedy power to ruin woman. abandon them and this SOB tries to take the kids, the house and all the money. What was left?
Shame on Cheryl Hines, her days are numbered. These guys, addicts do not rehabilitate. RFK could have gotten help from SLAA
but he chose not to. I really for the kids and one more Kennedy woman discarded and trashed.